@:'My own ending':@" by sbs

You thought I would breakdown
Crying and being lost
And so sitting like a blue clown
Hanging around you ghost

I'm not the one of yesterday
Who played in you love show
You thought you'd never hear me say
It is easy to let go

I knew I'm not the only one
But I liked playing the game
And so it seems like I won
Ang got my heart back again

But you deserve much respect
So goodbye my friend
I thought you'd never expect
That I'll create the end

Wishing you happiness" by sbs

I still feel my heart beating
Telling me she's a lie
But still my mind is speaking
Asking me for a why


I know you've never cheated me
I know you've never loved her
So think before you leave me
What's the future with her


Must there is something calling
Deep inside you
 Telling you she's fooling
And her love is not true


Once you choose me not
I may drown in sadness
But don't ever forget
That I'll always wish you happiness

CONFISION" by sbs

I'm here...
Totaly so weak
My heart beats so strong
I guess I'm ready to speak
To tell you that I was wrong
My dear listen,
Look into my eyes
Today I've got nothing
Not even tears to cry
I wasn't cheating
Just wasn't sure of who I'm
Don't leave me bleeding
I don't want you to be my ex-man
A man who owns my heart key
And got the medicine for my rips
A man who helped find what I want to be
And lead me to take the joyful steps
My dear, read my mind
Am I still the girl you first saw
I'd rather be blind
Than hearing you're going to go
I'm sorry if I lied
Or hurted you one day
I just want to make sure if I died
Will things still going to be okay?

Oh Sky, I'm Jealous!" by sbs

Oh sky, I'm jealous
You hugged the stars
You are rising among us
But still so far
I long for the warmth of your shoulder
Once I was just a kid
You promised when I become older
You'll lead me to my bed
I hate to see your anger
Or even see you cry
Bless me from danger
And bless the hole vie
I just long for retirement
And quit this stupid life
All I do is just payment
My days with all my thrive
I need to raise my soul
And let my body relax
Do I have to refresh my call
Or does it also paid by tax

Play Within Your Range" by sbs

You cared about your guitar
More than being with me
Making the distance so far
More than I wanted it to be

You don't even listen
Or care about my feelings
Don't think I'll be missing
Your bad way of dealing

Just pick another fool
And play her your songs
If you think you are cool
Then baby be sure, you're wrong

You didn't like the way I am
Thought you asked me to change
All the days were just a damn
So play within your range

Baby, Open ur eyes..." by sbs

Baby open your eyes
Can't you see
The world run too fast
Struggling for the
Light of freedom
Looking for the day we'll be together
Dreaming of tomorrow
The sun shine in the sky

Together we'll be one day
Reminding our rainy days
Amusing tomorrow
And we'll walk again
Among the hope chains
With more love and passion

My dear, don't fear
You got the right way
Painted in your heart
Close your eyes
Leave your worries
Cause just seeing you here
Make the world I want

Useless Promises" by sbs

All your promises are useless
Your words mean nothing
I've never imagined you'd leave me breathless
Your coldness is shocking

I just feel bad when I look at your eyes
And see you're feeling sorry about me
While that look don't suite your fake cries
The real part of you is all I want to see

You're leaving me now and I except that
Cause no one had died from loneliness
It's just ok cause I have lived before like that
I was much happier till you brought sadness

Don't think I won't be able to love again
I've just learnt only one step in life
Cause you taught me how to be numb to get over my pain
I'll just find the one who'll respect me as a women and wife

''AIDS''" by sbs

On the playground I stand, watching that child swinging
I felt warmth but obscurity by the way he's singing

By coming closer, he gave me a fear smile
But each step I took, I felt I'm back a mile

I looked at those pretty innocent eyes and asked what's wrong with you my dear
As I looked at the tear painting his face, he said nothing except having less than a year

I got so many shivers and bad thoughts running in my mind
But at least I knew that AIDS is such a blind

He picked a little rose and kept her away from light
But he's smart to choose the one who can not fight

For the first time in my life I felt so week
I couldn't help that boy to live for an extra weak

I held him so tight trying to get that monster out of him
But there was nothing in my hand to fight the fear within

Crying found the way digging in my rips
And dark inside my heart rise in depth

Now that stars wrote his name in the sky with spangles
I'm glad to say he was a brave boy but now he's a shiny angle

Seeking For Peace" by sbs

*,'-',*Peace*,'-',*
*_ Small word_*
* But nowadays*

~It's hardly to find~
All the world
*Is gathering around it*

*,'-',* But it's so ironic*,'-',*

~~How they can't see it~~
~Refugees, wounded~
And lot's of dead souls
*,'-',* Many people*,'-',*
*_Posted as wanted_*
*And all their dreams*
*,'-',*Is to feel inner*,'-',*
*~And outer peace~*
Is there anybody/
Can hear their screams!

Life is..." by sbs

I think life is just minutes
Words written on papers
A book that has a limit

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I think life is just a circle
surroundings all of us
And filed with miracles

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I think life is just a test
By deeds not words
We have to do the best

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I think life is just colors
Blessing upon us
Dealing with morals

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I think life is just to live
Having peace around
By the love you give

Musical spirit" by sbs

Music is in my mind
Whispers in my soul

Just feeling my heart beats
Tunes play in my ears
Joy find the way

Staight to my spirit

Calling for hopes

To keep my tunes alive