cancer girl" by sbs

I don't want to cry more and feel the pain in my shoulder
I don't want more suffering and staying at night so longer
When I open my eyes I see angles surrounding all around me
But I can't hold on I hope that God will soon take me
I used to see bath with light to go through
It seems like I was falsing myself It wasn't true
What does it means to be lived by a machine since you were teen
How does it feel to be neglected and wishing that you'll never be seen
My life begins with fighting, it seems like a never ends war
I feel frustration when I look around and can't reach to that door
I used to be a good dancer, but now my life ends with cancer
Why my life cruels down, I just need an answer
I hate to see this pity sees in everyone eyes
Why don't you tell me the truth that I'm gonna die
I appreciate everyone and the things you did to me
But there is one thing left behind
I need your prays, please please do it for me

 Living dead" by sbs

I have been living a lie for years
I need someone to shatter away my tears
I need somebody to help me fight my fears

I'm afraid of closing my eyes again
I'm scared of returning my old pain
This is driving me insane

My heart is tarred up enough
These arrows inside of me are so tough
This life I'm living in turns too rough

I need to see life more with colors
I need to feel and evaluated with love not dollars
I'm longing that everyone would deal with humanity morals

I don't believe every thing I see or hear
'Cause people lie behind you and then call you dear
How are you asking me to be cheer

Even between ourselves we can't be honest
Our life is getting wild more than a forest
Years from now it will be the worst

It's killing me alive
I'm not sure if I'll survive
But I'll keep going with all my thrive

My Little Sweet Mobile Nokia N80" by sbs

My sweet black mobile you're my lover
You look so cute in your plastic cover
Contains every lovely picture I took
& all my friend numbers in the phone book
I can feel you standing in my hand
Playing the tunes of my fav band
Displaying the photos in your wide screen
Making me smile and keeping you clean
I like the way I use your buttons to play
But now you're gone and missed away
3 months may seem short a little bit
But you're my best phone which I won't forget
So this is for you fuckin' ass hole
Bring back the phone you stole

Blue Dove With Broken Wings" by sbs

Feeling kept inside….
I want to scream and let it go
Though the world is so wide
He asked me to take a row

But there're lots of troubles
And I had pain enough
Shall I set in a bubble
And wait till I'm popped!

Why no body is listening
To my wounds screaming
Maybe because they are wrestling
And left me freewheeling

Is there any one…?
To fix my broken wings
My mission needs to be done
To let everybody sings

I'm a lonely blue dove
Help me to fly again
I need to see the world drowning in love
To get over my pain

Roses Of Gloom" by sbs

On their lovely garden, he sat
Looking at her lovely roses
With his hand holding her hat
Uttering sad proses

Her spirit was still there
Growing roses of gloom
Spreading love in the air
Among her lonely groom

He always blame death
For taking his precious dim
If it could choose something less
Or maybe if that was him

As he's lying half dead
With soul with his bride
And body in his bed
Holding his dreams so tight

Now that he lasted as a myth
Of blue love story
Hovering between life and death
With blessing and glory